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College life spring semester 24Sunday after our spring break trip and a long drive back to the dorms, Krisand I were up later than normal. It was a tad strange not waking next toCorey and something I truly missed. I was relaxing in my thoughts when Iheard and saw Kris waking up in his bed. He stretched out his body whichwas a nice tan now.”Matt, I still can’t believe the shit we did on the trip, me especially,”Kris stated. “I’m really disappointed that I let myself do that.””Kris if you’re referring to the gay night things I don’t see what the bigdeal is. It’s not like you haven’t messed around in here.””I know that but here I keep this persona of being so straight whereas nowI’m really questioning my sexuality like never before. Even Colt said hethinks maybe he’s twenty five percent gay… Colt of all people!””And you?””Hell if I know, Matt,” Kris replied. “Maybe I’m twenty five percent toowhether I want to admit or not. Colt and I fucked.””Really?” I questioned with my eyes wide open and in shock.”Yes Matt, we did,” Kris said and began to get emotional. I got out of bedand moved to his. “Matt, Bryson sucked me too. I’m nothing but a fuckingcheap goddamn whore! We were all whores. Running around naked and justgoing at it. We were some kind of fucked up!””At least you’re not alone,” I said. “Things happen sometimes when we drinktoo much.””Matt, I wasn’t that drunk,” Kris said looking in my eyes. His big blueeyes were filled with tears. “I feel terrible about it now that I’ve hadtime to think about it. We laughed about it the next day and the day afterthat. It was a running joke sort of but now I can see where we all crossedthe line and weren’t being true to ourselves.””Kris, now that we are back here I have a feeling things will return tonormal,” I stated.”God I sure hope so.””All you need is a girlfriend Kris and maybe you’d stop thinking thatyou’ve changed,” I stated. “Any chance of Liz coming back around?””Who really knows? It is her call right now. If she wants me, I might runback to her so I could get back to feeling normal. It sucks questioningsomething you never questioned before.””I can see you are tormented by it. Why don’t you start by heading over tothe Rec Center and work out?””Fucking brilliant idea,” Kris said with finally some pep in his voice.”Can you believe the thought of working out never even crossed my mindthere? So are you up for going?””I got plenty of exercise from all the walking we did,” I said andchuckled.”Yeah, we did nearly walk our asses off there but you know Matt it was agreat trip now that I think about it. Noah said we could all meet therethis summer and do it again minus the gay shit,” Kris stated and got upfrom his bed. He found his phone and started calling around to see whowanted to join him at the Rec Center. I didn’t go or feel like going sincethere were things I had to get done including laundry and download thepictures from the trip.Later that day, I enjoyed running into Juan and seeing how things weregoing with him. He had stayed close with a co-worker and worked duringspring break. He said he didn’t have a desire to go home since he felt asthough he had nothing there. Juan did garner my respect for doing what wasnecessary in life. If not for my scholarship and generous hard workingMom, I’m sure I’d be working as well.About five that night with Kris out roaming the halls, there was a littleknock at my door. I assumed it was Corey and yelled it was open. Insteadit was Garrett coming in the door.”Wassup?” Garrett said.”Oh not much,” I replied. “You?”He gave me a big smile, “I went home last night…””And?””It was really awesome, Matt. They totally accept me!””Congrats!””Thanks and Bryson was the same way but what could he really say now?””True but what can anyone of them say?” I said with Corey slipping in thedoor. Garrett told him exactly what he had told me.”Now Garrett, you need to find you someone,” Corey said.”I guess so but on the trip, it was so easy,” Garrett commented.”I know a few guys at the Rec Center that might be interested,” Corey said.”Wow, you’re not the only gay guy there, huh?” Garrett said.”Nah. We are outnumbered by a long shot but there are a few. One guy isreally cute… sorry Matt,” Corey said.”Call em like you see em,” I said. “Is it Phil?””Exactly,” Corey said. Corey had told me about Phil a while ago. “He justmentioned today how he’d love to find a great boyfriend. Garrett, he’solder too.””Well, I guess I’ll have to meet him sometime then,” Garrett said. “It’samazing how a week has really changed my life. I will say once the wordwas out I just knew it would be a living hell.”We kept talking until Kris came in the room. He joined our conversationbut didn’t seem to be the peppy Kris as usual. Once Garrett was gone, Kriswas on his bed and staring at the güvenilir bahis siteleri ceiling, lost in his thoughts once again.”Kris, what’s wrong with you?” Corey asked.”Like I told Matt, I fucked up on the trip and was way out of characterthere,” Kris replied. “I’m in a funk right now.””You’ll get over it once classes start again,” I said.The door opened without a knock with Colt coming in his shorts and tee.”Anyone wanna go grab something to eat right quick?””I will,” Corey replied quickly.”Count me out,” Kris said.”Dude, what’s up with you? You’ve been a fucking downer all day,” Coltstated.Kris sat up a little in his bed. “Colt, you tell me straight up. Did wefuck things up on the trip? We went way too far. Not just me but all ofus did that were there…””I see now what’s eatin’ at ya,” Colt stated. “Kris, I regret it a littlebit but it was something I enjoyed especially my time with you…””Fuck you, Colt!” Kris screamed in anger.”Chill, Kris but I did. Whether you wanna admit or not, you did too. Itwas just drunk college guys fucking around when there was no loose women tobe had. It’s not like we sat around and planned the shit out, Kris. Ithappened. Our little heads got the best of us. It’s not like most of usare gay or anything the way I see it. We explored what Matt and Corey overthere enjoy all the time. I will say it did beat jackin off,” Colt said.”Get over it, Kris. It happened.””I suppose you’re right,” Kris said. “It’s not those two nights will makeus gay or anything. It was just friends who let it all hang out and wentfor it, you might say. The scariest part to me is I’m beginning to enjoyit with guys especially you three.””Hey, I enjoyed it too but I’m not going to get on my knees and suck yourdick again. Just try and forget about it and move on. We can say we hadour round with gay sex, enjoyed the fuck out of it and moved on for there,”Colt said.”Alright, let’s go eat so I don’t have to sit around here and dwell onsomething I can never change,” Kris said.Colt patted Kris on the shoulder, “That’s my boy right there with one greatfucking ass.”Kris smiled, “Colt’s my boy that can really suck a dick. Matt, Colt couldgive you lessons when he gets hammered again.””Matt doesn’t need lessons,” Corey laughed.”Nope, I don’t but I do enjoy practicing,” I laughed.”God, what have we done now?” Kris lamented.We laughed but did agree things had changed in the matter of a week as faras our entire group. With half of the group eating, it was easy to seeKris returning slowly to his regular form. Half way through, the talk wascentered around getting together a softball team for intramurals sincebasketball was such fun for them. I sat and listened to them put togethera team. The stunner was when I got picked to be the catcher. The problemwas I didn’t want to and my skills in baseball were nil.Back at the dorm, Colt broke the gloves and balls for us to play catchbehind the dorm before it got dark. There my skills were displayed for allto witness and catch a big laugh at my throwing motion.Walking back to the dorm, I commented. “Now you see why I don’t volunteerfor sports. It’s just not my thing.””Matt, don’t you want to be involved instead of sitting on the sidelinesand watching?” Bryce asked.”I do but I know my limitations. I’ll play but only if necessary,” Ireplied.”Practice some and you’ll get better,” Kris said. “Remember when youstarted in the weight room? You had no form and were weak. Now you canshow off some of that muscle you’ve gained.””I said I would in the case of an emergency,” I stated. “My biggestproblem is I don’t have a glove.”Colt spoke up in a hurry, “I brought at least three from home knowing noteveryone would have one.”We entered the dorm and gathered in our room. Our first order of businesswas for me to download all the pictures I had taken from the trip. Therewasn’t as many as I had hoped for but still enough. With the guys gatheredaround, there were a few embarrassing ones I had snapped of Corey and Scottbut most were decent. While pulling each one up, there was usually acomment to come from the crowd especially the ones taken at Noah’s atnight. Picking out the best I made a compilation CD of the pictures foreach person. While burning the CD’s, the stories started flowing witheveryone talking over each other. We did garner the attention of Rick fora minute. He was checking up on us and seeing how our trip went. For him,we kept it basic like how much fun we had and how much sun we got. AfterRick was gone, we compared tans with Colt and Brennan coming away with thedarkest of our group.With the lights out and the end of the night, Kris and I got in bed for ournightly chat.”I feel better now, Matt. Things will return to normal before I know it,”he commented leaned on his elbow.”I knew güvenilir bahis siteleri it would. I could see you getting back to normal.””I was but it is still hanging with me.””It can hang with you but don’t let it rule your actions. Kris, just likeyou have said to me many times, I won’t ever suggest us get togetherespecially alone. I just can’t do that behind Corey’s back.””Matt, I won’t let you either and jeopardize your relationship because ofmy needs. If something were to happen… oh fuck it… I’ve lost mygoddamn mind here.””Ask it, Kris…””No Matt, it is stupid and silly.””Were you going to ask if we could be a couple if something happened?””Oh hell no but we could fuck around a little. I never ever want to be ina relationship with a guy. It’s not me at all. I did and do enjoy the sexpart but the relationship like you and Corey or Stephan and Grayson isdefinitely out of the question forever for me,” Kris said.”Sex fiend,” I laughed.”Look who’s talking over there,” Kris said in defense.”We’re both sex fiends and love it!””Hell yeah we do!”We changed the subject to discuss the softball before talking about ourclasses. We said good night and ended our nightly conversation with thehour well past one.The first day back in classes wasn’t fun other than the fact that thewarmer weather brought out everyone in shorts and tees. It was hard to getback in the routine but having my first class with Corey to start the dayhelped eased the pain. Seeing Michael and Scott in the next class helpedas well. In my next class, a one hour business intro class, our professormade our assignment for the year-end project where we paired up in groupsof two or three to present a mock business proposal. The last fifteenminutes were the twenty five or so of us students finding partners. I wasapproached by a student I had seen in another class the semester before aswell as seeing around the campus and was asked to be his partner in theproject. We introduced ourselves so we could have a name to go with aface. His name was Shawn and was a nice looking guy I have to say withstylish blond hair and big blue eyes. We exchanged numbers and found thatwe lived in the same dorm with him being on the top floor of our four storydorm.After my lab, Scott and I headed back to the dorm with Michael along withus. I informed them about our softball team and invited both to join. Iknew Scott was being counted on and was being nice to Michael so he couldsay we at least asked. Michael said thanks but no thanks since softballwasn’t his cup of tea.Entering my room, Kris was primed and waiting for me to head out to find apractice field in the area where we could hit around a few balls and seewhat we had. Thanks to the college, we had bats, gloves and ballssupplied. Kris and Corey had gone to retrieve them earlier. We gatheredup the ones interested in playing and went to seek out a field. It took alittle driving around before we found one that wasn’t being used. Withtwelve people including myself and Corey, we headed out on the field to aposition desired. We had second base, pitcher and catcher open after wedispersed with me standing alone. Kris volunteered to pitch while Scottmoved over to take second with the extras in the outfield.We took batting practice to see what we had. Garrett was our slugger anddeposited a few over the fence. Not to be showed up, Kris did get a holdof one and was ecstatic about knocking one out. Corey was next to last andimpressed me with his hitting. He hit a few long ones but couldn’t quitehit one over the fence. I took my turn last and was embarrassed to death.I was barely able to make contact much less hit one hard.After we all ate together, Corey and I headed to his room to be alone. Welaid together on his bed.”Matt, have you noticed anything different today?” Corey asked.”Well other than the fact you’re off on a Monday rather than a Tuesday is alittle odd,” I replied.”Yeah, I changed so I could be a part of the team and not miss out thistime like I had to with basketball. I’m off Thursday as well now. We’llsee about a day off on the weekend.””Corey, I don’t see a problem with it unless you’re saving up for somethingbig or you like all the cash the job does bring.””I like the cash but I need a balance here for a change. They are so greatat the Rec Center and really understand things like they should,” Coreysaid with Michael and Brianna walking into the room.We caught up with everything happening with them before we left them aloneand wandered down the hall. We passed Stephan’s room and saw his dooropen. We backtracked and went into his room to visit with him. As usual,he was glad to see us.”Hey, Grayson and I have been meaning to catch you two. We’re havinganother party this Saturday night if you’re interested in going bahis siteleri again,”Stephan commented. “Matt, those plugs look great on ya, by the way.”Quickly Corey spoke up, “Sounds like a plan to me. What’s the theme thistime?””We’re doing 70’s disco night,” he replied.”Stephan, thanks for noticing. I do look how they look on me now that I’veadjusted to them. The party sounds fun to me. We might have someone newjoin us,” I said.”Who?””Garrett,” I replied. “He came out over our trip.””More like we found out,” Corey said.”That’s awesome,” Stephan said.”I think he’s on the lookout for a boyfriend,” Corey stated.”There will be plenty of candidates for him to choose from… I’m excitedthat Garrett’s out and never would have suspected that tall dude to be gaybut you never know sometimes expect for the ones that try,” Stephan saidwith a big smile and with Grayson entering the room.We hung around with them for a little while before venturing down to myroom to see what was stirring there. We took a seat and stayed listeningto them talk about everything under the sun but never mentioned one thingabout their two infamous nights of exploration.Tuesday, it was nice to see Hayden. I really didn’t have time to say muchto him other than hi before our class started. We headed out once classover.”Hayden, how are things with Scott now? I haven’t really had the chance toask him,” I questioned as we walked.”Things are okay, I guess. I did hear about his fling. It sounded like hewasn’t the only one though,” Hayden said. “I still wish I could’ve went.””Scott did tell me once he missed you and wished you were there with us.””I missed him more than you’d ever know. I only wish I had the guts tocome out but I know what would happen,” Hayden stated.”Maybe one day you will for better or worse,” I said.”Worse more than likely so I’m going to enjoy it while I can,” he said.”See ya, Matt.” We parted ways with me heading to my next class with Kris,Jess and Scott. Seeing Kris come in the room, I nearly started laughingsince he was in athletic shorts, tee and a hat turn backwards. I shouldn’thave since he wasn’t alone with Jess about in the same thing.”Just get up,” I commented to Kris.”No but I didn’t feel like getting dressed up,” Kris stated. “I still lookgood though.””That’s your opinion,” I said.After class, I grabbed something to eat to go and started walking back tothe dorms. Almost there, Corey grabbed me by the arm and scared me half todeath. “Shit Corey,” I said catching myself before I screamed.”I’m sorry Matt,” Corey said with a big smile on his tan face. We walkedtogether and were nearly at the door to go upstairs when we saw Lee comingout the door.”Just keep walking,” I said under my breath while Lee stared hard at us.”Fucking sickening!” Lee screamed with two other students close by. “Twofaggots make me wanna hurl!”Corey leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. “Proud of it too,” Coreysaid.Lee stopped and made one quick step towards us with the other two studentswatching closely. “You’re not even worth the trouble,” Lee said. “TellKris my ass is waiting on him one day.””For sure we’ll tell him,” Corey said. “He can’t wait.”Lee reached in his pocket and pulled out a knife. He smiled, “I’m waitingtoo.”I pulled on Corey to get us inside. The steam was rising from his headwhile my heart was racing. “No doubt he’d use it. He’s not man enough todo it without a knife,” Corey said as we entered and climbed the stairs.”Kris could still beat his ass,” I said. “One quick move by Kris and thatknife would be on the ground or in Kris’s hand.””I just hope it never comes to that,” Corey said with me opening my door.I quickly made my bed for us to sit on it. Corey greeted me with a longwet kiss with his hand moving across my abdomen. With our kissingintensifying, his hand slid down further and into my shorts. I rose up andlet him remove my shorts and grey boxer briefs while I lost my shirt. Helost his shorts and shirt before shutting the cheap blinds.A big smile came on my face, “I see what this is about.”Corey smiled, “I wore a jock so I didn’t have to change. Thank goodness,my professor was gone today. I now want fucked in my jock.””Something I can damn sure do,” I said and was hit with his lips.It wasn’t long before Corey was leaning over my bed with me standing behindhim. I grabbed the waistband of his old jock while slowly entering him.He let out his regular gasp and turned his head. I smiled and continued myjourney in him. Once ball’s deep, I leaned over to kiss his new tattoo onhis back. Our sex grew to a great climax with Corey moaning with each deeppush. Our taut tan bodies were sweaty and covered in cum by the end.Sadly, Corey couldn’t hang around and enjoy much after we finished. I wasleft alone in my thoughts. It’s still amazing how lucky I was to havefound Corey. I’m just as lucky to have the most amazing roommate and aperson I consider my best friend. I owe so much to both for making thisexperience so great. I wonder what the future holds for all of us but wenever know until that day comes.TO BE CONTINUED…

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